this
is absolutely one of the hardest things i have ever dealt with
put on your brave face and smile for the pictures, laugh at the jokes and pretend its all okay…
but inside i’m falling apart and inside i wanna tell you that you made a mistake that this isn’t whats best for us.
i loved you with all my heart, I would have given you anything and everything - do you understand that?? do you get that you had it all and you just decided it was too much work and so you gave it up!?! do you even realize what you have done? I want nothing more than to be with you
I’m sorry I pushed things, i’m sorry i made you think you wern’t enough
id take it all back in a heartbeat if it meant you would stay
i know this is personal
but he will never see it and i had to say it somehow and he doesn’t wanna hear it
as much as that kills me…
