February 2012
4 posts
blessed
im no writer, the magical ability to write about ordinary mundane experiences and make them seem beautiful is not an ability that I possess.
that being said, waking up feeling sunshine wind through the blinds, piling 5 girls into one bed laughing about last night while drinking coffee and groaning anytime we look into the mirror makes me feel so blessed. this is what college is about, this is...
you broke me
its true
i miss you every day and I hate it because i know that you don’t even care. I know that your happy without me and I feel like i’m freefalling without you.
but heres the thing,
I have a GOD that is bigger than you
I have a FAITH that is waiting to catch me
I have STRENGTH that I wouldn’t have even know about it if not your attempts to break me
I am better than...
everyday
i get stronger
and i think about you a little less
everyday i get better
without you
January 2012
12 posts
no
i dont hate you
dont wanna fight you
you know ill always love you
but right now i just don’t like you
relient k
some old school music to make my day
tell me
do you choke on all your lies?
or do they just come naturally?
little girl
little girl 14 flippin through a magazine
says she wants to look that way
but her hair isn’t straight, her body isn’t fake and shes always felt overweight
little girl 14 i wish that you could see, that
beauty is within your heart
and you were made with such care
you skin, your body, and your hair are perfect just the way they are
and there could never be a more beautiful...
life.
you know those nights where you do something completly spur of the moment
not because your drunk but just randomly
well tonight i got my nose pierced
love it
<3
liar.
that is all
this
is absolutely one of the hardest things i have ever dealt with
put on your brave face and smile for the pictures, laugh at the jokes and pretend its all okay…
but inside i’m falling apart and inside i wanna tell you that you made a mistake that this isn’t whats best for us.
i loved you with all my heart, I would have given you anything and everything - do you understand...
im...
done
this hurts alot
its time to be strong
pray for me
i know im a little late in the game but..
its a new year and i’ve made the decision this year not to make any resolutions, I mean no one keeps them anyway - just the word resolution could basically mean half ass promise. (excuse the language please) So instead of resolutions I’m simply gonna work on being happy with who I am and where I am. Its okay if I don’t look like a model in a bikini and it’s okay if I have a...
winnie-the-pooh knew some things about love
If there ever comes a day when we can’t be together keep me in your heart, I’ll stay there forever. — Winnie the Pooh
We stay strong, even when I am weak.
box-of-letters-in-her-head:
December 2011
7 posts
take every day
as it is
live it up
about to
finish a scrapbook project ive been working on for over a year
.______.
words of wisdom
joy and wisdom come and go like the ebb and flow
its gonna be an interesting christmas
November 2011
1 post
Sometimes
isleknidob:
I try to make excuses for my sins… to make them seem less real.
October 2011
2 posts
you
see the depths of my heart and you love me the same
September 2011
11 posts
because
trying to prove god,
is like trying to defend a lion
he dont need your help
just unlock the cage
do you ever
have nights where you feel like you slept maybe an hour?
i had one of those last night
idk why was i too jumpy?, did i have caffeine to late in the day?
or am i just a sometimes insomniac??
need sleep..
p.s garbage trucks come real early and they make noises that sound like the world world is about to collapse. its freaky
found this on stumble upond
i feel like it fits my life right now
maybe god is telling me something
If you love some one because you think that he or she is really gorgeous… then it’s not love .. it’s ~ Infatuation ~… If you love some one because you think that you shouldn’t leave him because others think that you shouldn’t… then it’s not love.. it’s ~ compromise ~… If you love some one because you think that you cannot...
being sick
sucks.
gotta get through two classes
then its sleeping time
read this day
indian wisdom says our lives are rivers. we are born somewhere small and quiet and we move toward a place we cannot see, but only imagine. along our journey, people and events flow into us, and we are created of everywhere and everyone we have passed. each event, each person, changes us in some way. even in times of drought we are still moving and growing, but it is during rainy seasons that we...
today
i feel like an idiot
oh college
i think maybe i should go to church and get some jesus time
August 2011
3 posts
sometimes
life is hard and it sucks and people disappoint you and things don’t turn out the way there supposed to and you wanna scream and kick and fight but you just gotta put on that happy face smile and get through it. people break up, people move on, people fight and hate and love and we are all so messed up and worry so much about the small shit that we don’t even bother to give time to the...
dear (slightly) younger me
Everyone looks back at their lives in different ways, some with sorrow, some dwell on the past, some block it out.. living trying to ignore the pain and loss. In most ways my life has been pleasant — seemingly easy, my parents provided me with such a good life with so much love and security. The bad couldn’t touch me I knew that they would protect me and they did. Not to say I never...
July 2011
1 post
summer
summers winding down, its another time in my life that was too short another year of school to come and go its gone before i can even appreciate its beauty it makes me think how short our lives really are. i was talking to my cousin she’s fifteen and thinks its crazy when her friends talk about being able to come pick her up in their cars i remember feeling that way and it was barely four...
June 2011
12 posts
im beggining to see
that you have to let go of some things
that you have to pick your battles
that you need to learn to spend time alone no matter how scary that may seem
that sometimes the people that you think arn’t gonna be your best friends turn out to be
that sometimes all you can do is breathe. and pray.
to never look to much into a text
that life is unpredictable and that sometimes
sometimes the...
i do believe
that today is as good a day as any to decide to get rid of the junk in my life
to clean out the drawers and vaccum the floors
maybe even rearrange the furniture
leave room for the new let go of some of the old
i mean why not
today is as good a day as any
lunchbreak.
i have a few new loves of my life. like jaxon whos incredibly tickelish and loves to be spun in circles. hes two. oh and theres lucas he likes to pretend to be superman and hes three. theres aleena shes under two and loves to hug, and gwen who follows me around just quiet and sweet as can be. this summer job started off rocky but now that im used to the routine i know how truly blessed i am to...
a story.
once upon a time a boy met a girl, young and naive they made mistakes - their friendship came and went - they fought and laughed and she never told him but she always laughed more with him than anyone else. eventually the boy and girl got in a huge fight and stopped being friends.
then she apologized but first she had to learn some hard lessons - she was broken and suddenly she found herslef...
dear my two best friends
i love yall
and your happy tumblr posts make me smile every day
miss you most
love always,
kayla